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somestmies Jul 15, 2022 7:20:01 GMT

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Post by 6456922519 on Jul 15, 2022 7:20:01 GMT

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yorkiebarz Respected Owner Posts: 682	somestmies Jul 20, 2022 18:59:02 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Back to Top Post by yorkiebarz on Jul 20, 2022 18:59:02 GMT If you want a chat, my DMs are open

Ninja Operator (ZS) laugh now die later Posts: 69	somestmies Jul 21, 2022 4:07:23 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Back to Top Post by Ninja on Jul 21, 2022 4:07:23 GMT honestly kyle like the response from your mute appeal i wish you would stop fooling around be like your old self again it would be best for you and for other people. like yorkie said my dms are always open as well.
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somestmies Jul 21, 2022 14:45:15 GMT via mobile

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Post by 6456922519 on Jul 21, 2022 14:45:15 GMT

Honestly I really don’t deserve to be unmuted anyways. I’ve been nothing but a dickhead for awhile and it’s catching up to me. I’ve tried to impress and kiss ass to some of the other players that truely don’t give a shit, while alienating all of my friends. As some of you probably suspected, I have a serious alcohol problem and it sometimes shows on NB. I’m just really unhappy with my life and I take it out on others which is uncalled for. I know I said I’m sorry before but I meant it then and I mean it now. I’ve tried harder than some might realize to improve but have repeated the same countless mistakes. I used to have a lot of friends on here and I’ve driven them all away by becoming what I promised I’d never become when I first joined. If some of my first friends I had on here like potato say what I was like now they’d be disgusted. Being toxic is a disease and frankly a bad one. It got to the point where I got kicked out of puissant and nobody wants me on their team.

For someone who is a washed up drunk I really need an ego check. I used to be abit of a narcissist back in college when I was out partying all of the time. Now that Covid and our authoritarian liberal government has upended my life, I take this shit out on a video game. I’m not asking for any sympathy since I’m probably the biggest dick head on here, but someday I would like to turn things around. I know that video games are an escape for a lot of people and I’d hate to have to ruin that for them.

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somestmies Jul 21, 2022 20:03:56 GMT

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Post by zingan on Jul 21, 2022 20:03:56 GMT

I remember you from somewhat early days of ClassiCube, must've been 2014-2016 somewhere there, you were playing on a server I now own and I recall that you chatted there quite frequently. You were a good lad back then, not saying you aren't now of course. But we've had respectful and nice conversations on places both before and after your mute, but there are times when things do get a bit too much with your ego as an example.

I do hope you'll do better with the drinking issues, I'll cheer for you. It's a shame when some gets consumed by alcohol when they're someone who's usually a nice person.

By the way, you're not "the biggest dick head" on here. Also if you ever wanna chat or something, feel free to hit me up. Cannot promise I'll be the best of help but I'll be there at least.

6456922519 Active Member Posts: 229	somestmies Aug 5, 2022 6:02:08 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Back to Top Post by 6456922519 on Aug 5, 2022 6:02:08 GMT EVERyonse thsinks I Have alscoholc proglensa andt hesty all judgess me. THEy alsll thinks im ucked in the ehad. WHY. i tdonts haev alcohold problem at asllls. Evereyosneae ghatse me and watsmsea me to dise

Lil_Dooby Active Member Duh Posts: 82	somestmies Aug 5, 2022 7:43:49 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Back to Top Post by Lil_Dooby on Aug 5, 2022 7:43:49 GMT Ok that might be taking it too far. Nobody, im sure, actually wants you do "dise." Its just that sometimes people find some of your acts a bit on the uncomfortable side and this causes them to dislike you. Also, why do you write in this muddled format?
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somestmies Aug 5, 2022 11:51:37 GMT via mobile

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Post by 6456922519 on Aug 5, 2022 11:51:37 GMT

Sorry I was a little riled up last night. According to a couple of the bartenders from last night I have an alcohol problem as I’m a frequent regular. I can assure you while I do drink I do not have an “alcohol problem”. I’m writing this at 6:50 in the morning on my way to work so really I’m not even that hungover either.

Post by 6456922519 on Jul 15, 2022 7:20:01 GMT

Post by yorkiebarz on Jul 20, 2022 18:59:02 GMT

Post by Ninja on Jul 21, 2022 4:07:23 GMT

Post by 6456922519 on Jul 21, 2022 14:45:15 GMT

Post by zingan on Jul 21, 2022 20:03:56 GMT

Post by 6456922519 on Aug 5, 2022 6:02:08 GMT

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Post by 6456922519 on Aug 5, 2022 11:51:37 GMT